It was to a friend of a friend.

The story isn't that complicated. I have a few friends which I hold close. I am lucky to have them no doubt. I've always been quiet and awkward. To be honest I'm not sure how I managed to find the friends I have now. I a very warm and welcoming person to those I really appreciate the company of. Always sort of feeling like I'm on the outside of a group though. Just there but not exactly belonging. Even though I have been told I do, my mind has convince of the opposite. I just sort of kept getting by avoiding the issue of being alone and single. Eventually an opportunity presented itself. She taught me thin he I will always remember and I feel like I grew up a lot because of it. Things didn't work out but it was a much needed experience. We had a several month long adventure of passion but had very little in common. Today I am back to being alone. The pandemic didn't change by life too much except for seeing my few friends less and only virtually. I have done a lot of self reflection and would like to have big things happen in the future post pandemic.