My AP is a bitter woman with no integrity. She is the type of woman to call you ugly to your face, spit on a homeless person, and encourage and take pleasure in my self harm.

AP are not civilized or ethical humans. They have the personality traits of parents whose kids end up in foster care, just masked by the bare minimum to keep the store front lights on of making sure you’re good at school make lots of money and saving face in social situations. They’re hollow shells of people.

I think it might help you to ONLY interact with them when you’re in public or the presence of others. AP are hollow, so the abuse will only stop when you’re in the sunlight.