Adding my two penneth, a little late in doing so too, but whatever.

I'm a guy. I'm also a fat fuck. I'm a really fat fuck. I always have been. I have a 52" waist and a bigger chest than that aunt of yours with the really big tits. You know the one I mean.

Just tonight I've eaten a full share-sized pack of crisps, two chicken sammidges, a pack of cookies, four huge slices of ham, and drunk two pints of green-top milk. And a massive cup of tea. That's all on top of the day's food intake. I wasn't even hungry. Just bored. And I told myself I wasn't eating anything tonight.

I could piss and moan about my psychologically abusive father being the cause of my depression in my childhood, bitch, bitch, bitch, whine, whine, cry, whatever, but I chose to eat that shit just like I chose to eat all the other shit that turned me into a fat fucking fuck.

I'm disgusting. I know this. I've been told it all my life. I disgust myself. Clearly I do. I don't give a fuck enough about myself to change, obviously.

I'm a fat fucking tub of lard fuck. I'm sweaty. I wear far too much body spray because I don't want to gag you all out with my rancid fat fuck crotch sweat smell. I breath far too loud, often laboured. I have OSA and need a CPAP mask so I don't wake the city with my monstrous snoring (no other effects of this though, thankfully). I take up too much space in public. I'm unhealthy. I'm slowly killing myself.

I am exactly what the people in fatpeoplehate loathe and you know what... they're right to. And they have the right to express that loathing. And if I have a problem I should stop eating so much shit and do some fucking exercise because nothing about my fat fucking shitty life choices gives me or anyone supposedly acting on my behalf to silence another's voice.

Fuck that. I never looked at the old sub but I'm now subbed to the replacements as a matter of principle. Maybe it'll help motivate me more. I've heard that's a thing.

Fuck that censorship shit and fuck the PC bullshit behind it and fuck all you fucking fat fucking fucks who made it happen and fuck whatever admins actually did it. And double fuck that bitch in charge. How fucking dare you?

I'm a fat fuck, yes, but I'm a fat fuck who knows it's my fucking fault I became a fat fuck and it's my fucking fault I still am. Just like 99% of other fat fucks out there. I don't need you or anyone else standing up for me and telling me it's okay to be a fat fuck because it's not. It's not fucking okay at all. It's wrong. It's completely wrong. Fuck you for suggesting otherwise. Your sympathy is enabling people like me to continue killing themselves.

Jesus fuck I'm actually angry about this.