I'm exactly 1 month in today, earlier today my mate came over and used my grinder to roll a joint ive gotten pretty good at saying no but it was different being at my own house and not partaking, I was so tempted to ask for a puff and I know I could of but I thought of the last time I folded in a similar situation and how much i regretted it the next day, I thought of how absolutely blasted I would get after not smoking for a month and while it may be fun in the moment once I start to come down from the high I know I'm going to feel guilty as fuck and weak for giving into a fucking plant. Thing is after he left I looked into my grinder and sure enough there's easily enough for a decent sized joint still left in there, currently battling whether I want to smoke a joint under the stars tonight as an achievement for making it one month and I know how damn good it would feel but I also know once my mind has consolidated and I wake up tommorow I'm going to feel foggy asf.