The therapy I've been through the courage 60 years ago

I was more feminine and more extroverted than any girl in my neighborhood I was a very feminine girl very traditional feminine girl for the 1950s you do know we're talking about the 1950s here I was an adult by the late 1960s

Boys got a hold of me and punch me in the back for being like a girl and I didn't even understand what it was all about because I didn't know I acted like a girl I knew it but I didn't know how to act otherwise.

I had a therapist recently as 10 years ago say to me that if I had just been raised a girl I would have probably been salvaged but I had what appeared to be like a penis as a child and they raised me as a boy until I went completely psychotic at 14.

After that I was never normal again. Psychiatrist really did amazing things with me because they figured out they could block the testosterone in me in 1968. Before anyone ever done that and with that in other medications I actually attained a level of sanity where you could ask me a question that I would answer you in a sentence.

I never believed that was really transsexual because I think I'm a genetic female who's been subjected to the most violent treatment you can imagine because gender dysphoria in the sixties was just the worst thing you can imagine. Really was Clockwork Orange kind of treatment