I had 3 incidents. I don't know if they're really "rape", but they're the kind of thing that if a male did it to a female, he would be crucified. The last one was definitely rape because unlike the first two where I would have been okay with it in some circumstances, this one I wasn't and never would be.
First event: One of my first nights in college my buddy and I picked up a handle and started doing shots with whoever walked by in the hallway just trying to meet people. There were 3 girls in a triple down the hallway who ended up stopping by for a little while. One of them was really cute and we chatted for maybe 20 minutes then they all left. I think her name was Alex.
After a few hours of ripping shots with anyone who wanted one, and being 17 and one of my first nights in college, I was trashed. I actually had gotten so drunk that I was getting the spins from just opening my eyes so I was sitting with my head down on my buddies bed. I don't remember them coming back, but apparently the 3 girls from down the hall came back. After that it's pretty much just little flashes of memory.
I vaguely remember walking down the hallway with my arm over this girls shoulder and my other hand covering my eyes feeling ridiculously drunk. The next thing I remember is her telling me to lay down in her bed and her giving me a bottle of cold water. I just remember it because the water was so cold when she touched my neck with it.
The next thing I remember is some how standing up next to her bed while she was pulling my boxers off, trying to get them around my feet and my shirt was already off. I don't remember ever getting up. I also had no idea what time it was and how long it had been since we had left my buddies room.
The next thing I remember is her riding me reverse cowgirl and one of her roommates being in the room and just standing there kind of watching. To be honest I can't even be sure which one was riding me and which one was watching. Couldn't tell you if both of them got on top of me.
The next thing I remember is waking up in the morning in MY room with this girl completely naked and a banging headache. She had no pants or panties on, but her shirt and bra were still on. She eventually woke up said goodbye and that was it.
It's kind of weird, because I would have had sex with this girl anyway, it's just strange in the manner that it happened. I would have fucked her roommate too and both of them at the same time would have been great, but I can't remember any of it, and because if this incident I never got a shot. I'm not shy and god blessed me pretty well so I don't care that they saw my junk, it's just strange to think that I had sex with one, possibly two girls and I have no memory of it. They could have been filming me or something and I never would have known.
She was really weird after that. She never hung out with me or my friend and neither did the girls she lived with. You could tell she knew that what she did was wrong, but I think she just figured because she was drunk too it was alright.
Like I said in the beginning, the only reason I think this was bad was because if a girl got black out drunk and two guys double teamed her, there would be an army of SJWs marching on the college. I didn't really think that at the time though, it was only more recently that I thought that it probably wasn't moral on their part. This story might sound a bit far fetched, like, "Sure dude, two girls took your clothes off and fucked you when you were blacked out," but it happened. My buddy and I are both good looking athletic guys, and we were at a college in Florida and between the heat, the alcohol, and the first few nights of freedom, the girls were just crazy down there.
Second event: The next incident I had happened in two parts. I was at this bar that my buddies and I used to go to every Tuesday. It was our spot, and every Tuesday we would take over the whole corner of the bar. We were friends with the bartender and it wasn't a secret that we went there. There was a group of a few girls that hung out with our group, and this one girl was really crazy. She was like a nympho I guess, but I didn't know this until much later on.
Anyway I'm standing there talking to my friend and out of nowhere this girl that I had only briefly ever spoken to who was just part of my circle of friends comes over really close to me and shoves her hand down my pants. This is right in the middle of the bar, shes grabbing my dick. I'm ask her what she's doing and she said something like, "Come on lets get out of here."
I try to politely tell her that it's Tuesday, I'm hanging out with my buddies tonight while I take her hand out of my underwear. So she walks away and I'm starting to feel kind of bad because I'm thinking what kind of courage she must have had to muster up to do something like that and for me to just totally reject her. I've been rejected and I know it sucks so I've got that going in the back of my head.
About two or three hours later we go back to campus and we're in my buddies dorm next door to mine. I went to my room to grab a bottle of whiskey and this girl who was my best friend and fuck buddy came over and started drinking with us. For the purpose of this story, I'll call her my girlfriend, but we weren't actually dating. Now at this point, I'm pretty drunk. I'm not totally blasted, but I've had at least 10 $1 beers and a few shots at the bar, and now I'm getting into my stash of whiskey.
My buddy had all my shot glasses in his room, so I went in there with my bottle and we did 2 shots each. Meanwhile, everyone else is either in the suite's common area or in the hallway outside of the rooms. I walked out of the room and the girl from the bar was standing right there and she was kind of blocking my way. I was still feeling bad about what happened at the bar and I was drunk so I started talking to her. I knew that my girlfriend was there so there is no way she wasn't going to try anything. I was wrong about that.
I offer her a shot and she says sure. So I go into my buddies room and sit at his desk and proceed to start pouring shots. I pour the first one and I hear the door shut. Before I can even get the second one poured shes already unbuttoning my pants. It was insane speed that she was able to do this. It was like all in one motion she walked over, got on her knees, unbuttoned, unzipped, reached in, and pulled out my dick and started jerking it.
I was asked, "What are you doing?" She said, "I just really want to suck your cock, it's no big deal," and she starts sucking my dick just like that.
Now I know my girlfriend is there and I'm not really sure how she would react to this if she walked in, but I was really drunk, this girl really gave me no choice in the matter and I was too drunk to fend her off a second time. She definitely knew I didn't want it though because I made it pretty clear at the bar that I wasn't interested.
So this girl is sucking my dick and taking her clothes off at the same time, gets completely naked, and starts fingering herself while she's sucking me off. Then she stands up, bends over, and squats on my dick just going up and down geting off. I know she was getting off because I could feel it, which was really weird. This all, from the moment I started pouring that first shot, to her grabbing my dick and stuffing it inside herself, all took place in under 3 minutes. I felt like I was watching something happen to me, not like I was doing it.
Then my girlfriend knocks on the door and asks me if she can have a shot. The girl freaked out and tried to hide behind the door. She knew what she was doing was totally wrong. Here I am, completely giving in to this girl who I have no interest in, she isn't good looking, and I'm just doing it because I'm drunk and I feel bad.
I open the door and my girlfriend sees my rock hard dick and she says, "Ooooh what's going on in here?" I shut the door and she sees the girl behind it and says, "Boobies!" and goes over to the girl and starts kissing her and trying to finger her. I guess that girl wasn't into it at all so she threw her clothes on faster than she took them off and ran out. My girlfriend thought I was just fooling around and she didn't know what was happening and I never told her. She actually thought it was hot and came over, took her pants off, and she let me finish with her.
This girl knew what she did was wrong. She avoided me like the plague. It actually got so weird that she was asking people where I was going out and stuff so she could avoid me. I even got really drunk and drunk texted her twice and she ignored my texts. My friends thought that she just had a crush on me or something because I never told anyone.
A few months later during a night of drunk guy talk a few of my friends were talking about her and two of them fucked her, willingly. I didn't tell them that she pretty much raped me. They hung out with her more and they said that she was a drunk mess and she would throw herself at guys all the time. She actually got so drunk she shit herself one night. She was really weird.