A while ago a relative and I (same age) were attracted to each other and we were talking, but then my parents found out and for several years we hadn’t seen or even talked to each other. We recently saw each other again and feelings arose again, only this time we got physical (no sex though).

I have another relative I confide in and says that it’s possible that me and her would probably end up having sex at one point. I’m supposed to see her again in December if things work out.

To be honest, if I let my crazy side take over, I’d change my name or something like that and begin anew just to be with her. We had said before that if we weren’t cousins we’d be together.

So yeah, if my family found out I’d be dead. I couldn’t imagine what’d they think of the crazy shit I’m thinking of. All my friends would stop talking to me if they found out.

On a side note, I’m kind of seeking help on this buuuuut I’m not going to lie, we both like whatever it is that we’ve got going on...plus I’m not really sure who to approach.