Money is indeed a terrible reason to commit suicide. Chronic pain or inability to enjoy life, those are things I can see crossing the line for. I just had a cytoscopy this week. It was 5min, hurt like hell, but 5 min. That's shoving a giant tube up my penis if you're unaware. Im doing that because kid 30s im struggling to get and keep erections and have chronic pelvic pain. I'll have double jaw surgery next year that will take 3mo for life to return to normal from and a year to fully heal. Vomiting blood with my mout banded shut for a few weeks. I know a girl who had necrosis of a segment, lacks her front teeth now. Another whos on her 16th surgery. Another whos had nearly a dozen failed joint surgeries. Pain never ends. I still think i could get through this but fuck, if youre 65 with problems and this shit becomes your life? Fuck that!

I own a home and a car. A big new home worth a lot of money. I hate the damn things. Life was a lot simpler before kids and crap. You go through this a few times in life, you think all you want is x, the you get there and realize it's not what you'd hoped. Some people have an easy straight forward life and it sucks for the rest but this world is full of hope. I'll get you started. Have you heard of Amazon private label? How about niche websites? Monthly businesses? Set your money troubles aside for the moment and start reading up on these topics. Find the subreddits. Groups on facebook. Affiliate marketing. Build an ebook empire. Read the trending ebooks in these categories. You'd be surprised how easy it is to make a few thousand a month doing this crap. Youd think its too good to be true but ive been following these people for over a decade and its reslly not. Were in a golden age of self empowerment u like any the world has seen before, you just need the right introduction. Get a good mentor if you can.