If I pick up and leave my family would be homeless. There is not a chance in hell I could walk around enjoying life being happy in any capacity knowingmy parents are homeless but at the same time i dont want to be with them. Government aide? I will tell them to apply I dont know why I didnt think of that I just know im ready to go without feeling burdened of making sure adults are set.

When I was a kid I didnt even live with my parents and still gave them money when they would stop by to visit me to help them out financially. When I stop and think though they have never done it for me and I am like this is in complete reverse. When I was in college I was giving them money as well to keep them afloat as a broke college student? Meanwhile I was watching classmates etc get cars from their parents get meal cards from there parents rides to school from parents etc.

I am realizing this is not normal it is not normal for the child to provide for the parent when is somebody supposed to have my back and make things easy for me? Im just sick of this shit. Thank you for your reply I am just frustrated ill never go anywhere like this.

It pisses me off that they are content with this we got into a huge fight about this 2 years ago and they made me seem like the scum of the earth etc because I wanted my own life. They said family should not be like that etc.

In my head im like you guys gave me to somebody else to raise me because you couldnt afford it and dissapeared meanwhile showed up every now and again to take money from me and leave? They are not "evil" people but the incosiderate entitlement of it all pisses me off.

The fact that they thought it was normal to have a child pay their bills annoys me. I am a young adult now and I dont want this life and they are okay with this because they still get everything they want in life at my expense and this shit is coming to a close soon and they are just going to have to figure it out. They really are its just not fair to me and they are the ones being selfish for not bettering themselves so I dont have to support them. They are over 40 now you mean to tell me after 40 years nothing is in order?

I just cant right now im going to the gym to blow off steam im so over this shit.