I'm dating a red piller and it's been the toughest fucking relationship of my life.

I literally fight for him everyday. Everyday he watches all the latest RPT videos and decides all women are awful, and everyday I feel like I have to start from scratch in proving we're not all awful.

Are there shitty women out there who use and abuse men? Absolutely. Are there women out there who baby trap guys? Absolutely. But is every woman the same? Absolutely not!

I have no kids, work 2 jobs, I am not behind on bills, have a nice new car, yet he still puts me in the same category as his use and abuse ex wife who is a drug addled prostitute and literally murdered someone while high on drugs. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs, but he can't seperate us and he walks around me like he's waiting on the other shoe to drop, like one day I'll wake up and take his money, cheat on him, and leave him to go live in a motel as a prostitute.

I've agreed to a prenup, I've given him space, he's even told me I'm the best thing that's happened in his life and then followed that by sneaking out to sleep with prostitutes.. It's like he has to punish himself and live in the world of the women the RPT focuses on.

He's also avoidant... I give him a lot of grace but sometimes being a punching bag day in and day out really has me questioning how much more I can take and whether or not he's putting in the effort to change.