Lol oh my god. I feel she’s just shown us a lot of her vulnerabilities and owned up to them, but still has soooo long to go, just a lot better than so many who still lack so much self awareness. I’ve watched a lot of the show and just turned 32, 19 when it came out and brother her age. It just seems that she’s fighting her pride but that she knows who she is and has a huge heart but I don’t know, can’t really harness it or act on it? She grew on me after Matt, but definitely wasn’t cool with her choosing jail. It seemed she was really having a glow up and I guess I hope a lot of this with chemical imbalance crap that she should’ve definitely had managed but is ultimately probably hurting her the most, although I’m sure it had an effect of James. Honestly don’t know enough to trust what happened prior to Andrews recordings- How much did he provoke her and beat her into familiar arguments or topics over which he knew she’d freak out. None of it justifies her behavior the way we all heard around a child or really anybody but not sure how toxic this became and her trust issues are very real from what I’ve seen and so many people in her life, pretty much everyone including her family use her. I just hope she gets as much help as possible and gets 100% real with herself, lets down her pride/ego and makes her mental health the number one priority. I also don’t follow her on SM, and only see shit on Reddit or reality tv news soo I don’t know all details that may be necessary