yes, Ive got access to a more qualified therapist, psychologist actually, I just have to wait a while, but Im closer than I was 24 years ago when I first started seeking help.. first guy fell in love with me and ended up stalking me!! I was 18, he was 32..

so Ive had huge setbacks but am still fighting to LIVE :) I have deep trust issues, for far too many reasons, and need someone to listen to me, not talk at me, then tell me what to do, not just tell me what to do because, I am 42, Ive done a fuckton to get this far, lets explore where I need help to not fall down again, PLEASE while I am able to try... before I disappear for another few years!! :) dont worry, I am ok, I am just ranting lol.. frustrating stuff <3

Im going to follow you so I can stay updated with your new therapy! Thank You for sharing your experiences with us! xXx