"The Many Long Months of Depression Following the Far-Too-Sudden Death of My Mother".

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"Wherein I debate about drinking heavily while I'm at work but it turns out I'm too depressed to even give that a fucking shot"

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"The End of My Family Support Structure Because Mom Loved Me and Dad Never Has Nor Will He"

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"When I Cut Myself In The Shower, It Distracts Me"

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"I Was Getting My Shit Done, And Then Shit Happened And Now I Can't Finish It"

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"I might as well give up on the ambition to go to university because what's the fucking point"

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"I Hate Being Awake Because It Makes Me Cry"

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"What Even Is The Point Anymore, When You Think About It Really"

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"Reddit Doesn't Dull The Pain; It Just Fills The Hours"

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"I Don't Dream When I Sleep Anymore Except When I Do And It's My Mom Smiling And Happy"

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"I Think About Dying A Lot More Nowadays Than I Ever Did Before"

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"Realizing My Death Would Have A Minimal Impact On The World At Large, And Life Would Go On Fairly Well Without Me"