Tried, but I keep failing. Hospital doesn't give meds and Dr won't either. I'm just told to go to $5K detox and I can't afford it. I went into some kind of paranoia thing there and I'm still paying down the debt from last year.

No sleep, just nonsense out of extreme fear. I start to act crazy out of fear of dumb stuff. It's logically ridiculous, but in the moment the panic is real. It got worse when people started telling me about how they started having seizures while there due to the lack of meds. They prevent you from talking to your loved ones also.

How do you locate a place that can help you find a location within driving distance that will do the 5 - 7 day detox with meds? When I google it, I only come up with this one place nearby and it's got very bad reviews.

Half a handle per day for many years, a little less before that.