Mental problems and physical ones. Im uncapable of feeling love (to a degree) Depressed i dont like to see people .literally they go on my nerves with their blue pill bullshit. A tomboy with flat chest that dosent know how to do makeup. High iq which boys hate. They want a dumb blonde that can be their lolcow. Not very attractive Im not fat but im not skinny too im a normal weight which means i lose because so many stacies are normal weight if i want to be desirable i should starve myself or eat myself to death so men with anorexia/fat fetishes would want me. I act really cold i cant continue a conversation with boys they hate talking to a nerdy girl like me. Im always the last option between my friends. Im pretty aggressive (i know thats not a good reason) ive tried to change myself but most people go on my nerves and it literally gives me a headache. Im not "girly" My hair is short My head is big lmao My face is big too I have hooded almond eyes with small iris which makes me look evil lol. Im not bubbly and cheerfull i lack empathy i dont know how to baby talk i hate saying romantic shit it makes me cringe to death.