Thanks. I never judged her and never got mad at her when she didn't accept the ride. Am not entitled to be accepted to have a ride. I replied to her, "no problem" with a big smile and never insisted. Am not entitled to be attracted by anybody. Even though most likely she don't likes me romantically, I always respectful to her. My now deleted post was not entitlement; It was frustration; frustrated about the odds; not about her. And here you can see me (well, nobody can see me of couse) that even though am frustrated, am the type of person that can laugh, make people laugh, even though I have a legit reason to be depressed. Actually, just before I read your comment, I was joking about something. But people can judge others really easilly. So my best choice is to delete these two comments in a while and to reserve what I feel, anyway, nobody cares here on Reddit. And if people can judge others here, maybe they can judge us also in real life, so another reason to fake that is all good.