What is something that has been eating you up inside and you just need to get off your chest anonymously?

The past year was my last year in the US and because I felt lonely I had a series of hookups throughout that year because I didnt want to get into a serious relationship knowing I have to leave the country after a year. I thought I would be okay with this and that when I moved back to my home country I would be all ok and ready to start a real relationship.

Things did not however go that way as I once again found someone I was hooking up with. However I dont know why but I could no longer just "fuck and go" without an emotional attachment and while at the beginning we both agreed that we would just be FWB and we could have others on the side, I didnt like the feeling that I was just a side piece.

I then met a girl through an event at work that was into me and was also attractive in my eyes. She was the very innocent type and was very charming and enjoyed my sense of humor. We talked all day since we met through texting and I feel like she is someone I can start to be serious with. However, I literally just slept with that other girl a week ago and I feel like I am so dirty I dont know how I can proceed with this other girl fully. PLEASE NOTE that ever since I talked to that other girl, the girl ive been hooking up with previously and I ended things with mutally positive understanding.

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