tbh, I’m happier. it may not seem it but I swear I am. from the start of the year until about may, I barely left my apartment. I didn’t go to class, I didn’t go to work, I didn’t see the people I loved. I woke up everyday contemplating if that day was The Day. I didn’t know what else to do. I was done. I just so happened to download reddit, and my first post asked how people knew they were at rock bottom. My now s/o commented on that post. i’ve since seen a doctor, quit my job, dropped out of school, and drove almost 600 miles to meet my best friend. I have a new job making more than I ever have and I feel unconditional love everyday. I can’t believe someone can see me at the worst time in my life and love me. I can’t believe I had to get so low to get this high.