I too feel as if my ex wrote this. Its almost 4 months. I did let go of the best thing that ever happen to me. I wish i never moved away. I thought it was what was best for us. She is ... was my best friend. She knew me. I dont feel as if i deserve to be happy ... and to be honest i dont know what happiness is without her. I wake up everyday trying to remind myself that she is finally happy. She finally gets to be herself .. I felt like i was holding her back. So when we broke up i took myself out of the equation ; not realizing that without her ... nothings adds up. I miss her ... i miss us. I know that she'd never take me back ... and I will never find another like her. I knew that when i got on the plane ... but the only reason i kept walking was because i knew that i could never be the man she wanted me to be. I felt as if i was trying my hardest and I didnt know what true pain was until she stopped texting back. I try to be strong but ... i dont know how much longer i can pretend. I dont know how much longer ...