You didn’t try everything it’s impossible to do that. Life doesn’t want you to suffer until you die, it doesn’t have a will it’s inanimate. Others are lucky because that’s just the way it is I guess and that’s pretty shitty. Some kids are born with a disease that makes their skin fall off.

Do what will one day make you happy. Do things that are hard now and rewarding later rather than things that are rewarding now and hard later. Take responsibility for yourself and only depend on others if you do so carefully, because a lot of times when you’re in a desperate situation others will try to take advantage.

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