I think that’s amazing you got into college! I don’t want you to go. I think your acceptance is a way of life telling you that there is hope. A better life is on its way. Down the road, you’ll have things going your way. Your hard work and ability to keep going won’t go away. I’m still in High School myself and I know how much work you’ve been putting into it even though you feel mediocre. I’d say give college a try. I’ve heard that’s where a lot of people found lifelong friends and had the best memories of their lives. I’ve been told a lot of stories of alumni from my own school on what girls to talk to and what your professors really want from you. It’s the funniest stories that keep you going, I wouldn’t want you to miss out