My father (I am a man) is basically the worst PoS that I have ever known. Only cares about money, abused my mother and obviously constantly cheated on her. I had to stand up and force her to leave when I was like 13 years old. They wanted to "stay in good terms" for me, so that sort of what happened since they lived next to another. But once I decided to leave my comfortable situation, living with my mom, to do somes studies I wanted to do, the first thing I heard from him was "Then you won't have any more money from me." No worries other than money and his own needs. Yes, that's exactly my father. I hate him so much, that's visceral.

Meanwhile, my mother is just the nicest woman ever. And she is currently stuck alone in a little village. I can't go see her because my studies left me without any money, so now I decided to stop and find a work so I can pay her back and visit her.

The sad thing is : I am actually still living only for my mother, because I know that if I die, she won't be capable to bear it. She's had a pretty terrible life, and I know that I am the only thing keeping her here.

I hate not being able to do more for her.