Me too. I really just want to be loved in the same way I feel it and to feel fully understood. I don't know how can I still hope for it but to stop dreaming for it would be like kms. Black and white.

Well, I just achieved one thing. The only way to be understood is by another person that is going throught the same chaos. other people could use empathy but it's already something so rare and still empathy it's not enough, it's so so easy to judge and simply not caring. If we open up we are a burden, if we repress ourself we end up losing ourself. oh my god why we feel so deeply, always and for everything. Is this a curse? A game? sorry for the little rant but that's it. Sending you a lot of love really.