Hey that's awesome I was up $20,000 a few years back, then over the next few weeks lost it all... Then I wanted it back so I used some bits of my pay but each time I'd get close I'd lose it... Then weeks went by and sometimes id use my whole pay just to make a hundred extra and leave.... But id lose too much and was struggling to make excuses why I didn't have much cash.

Some time passed then I sold my shares for some gambling cash which also didn't work, I tried pay day loans after that which yes also failed then instead of paying off loans I gambled to pay it off which of course didn't work, the ex wife caught me and threw me out rightly so after several lies and promises

After I moved into a little apartment There was one time I lost a whole weeks wage in 30 minutes and just ate one sausage a day

But hey good luck to you :)