C-PTSD and the "attacks" post-dissociative episodes. How to reconcile?

Yeah, there is no evidence. I was locked up during the hearing because she claimed I had guns. (No guns here, except for a movie prop she has) It's apparently a violation to not turn them in within 24 hours of notice of the hearing in my state. I don't have a choice but to read the postings for the criminal and civil attorneys involved to confirm what she is posting, etc. (She claimed she hadn't been on the internet since November, so they had me verify her reddit, linkedin, Facebook, etc between November and May, even on the day OF the hearing where she swore to a judge she had deleted all of her social media) She's going after me by A) having me arrested, B) accusing me of stalking and C) not giving back the movie replica gun so it can be turned in. Not only that, she's basically written down that I am on her Facebook wall and reading her reddit postings and whatnot. Well, I hadn't...until they became part of a court case. (I went through RES and made sure all 30+ of her names were blocked. Yup. 30+ reddit names. I have two.)

I thought the staying away would solve the problem. In November, when I stayed away. I haven't seen anything of hers since January 4th when I sent her a holiday text. In Feb, she apparently got 2 DUIs in one day, so I sent a brief (very brief) note saying if she needed anything, to let me know. Her address and mugshot were posted on the web and a friend sent me a link to it, asking what was up. She filed the restraining order in March, I guess the day she got the letter. Who knows what is up with her...I'm just amazed that it's now May, and I am having to verify that she is indeed talking shit about me not the internet (I guess the lawyers plan to use it in the civil side and the criminal side of the case, so I just read the paragraphs and answer the questions. It's actually pretty strange and very angry shit to be from someone I have not spoken to or heard from since November, so six months later, you'd think something different would break and there'd be nothing left to say.)

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