Crappy feeling

You know what's the worst thing? That you miss them so much and think of them daily, but when they start to crawl back with "I love/think of/miss you" and after you gave in 'cause they insist even they are blocked everywhere and get soft they start acting like assholes. I spent two days last week with my ex, and for spending only 2-3 hours per day with her I was so bloody exhausted at the end of the day. She even started to talk about getting back together, but with her usual demands that she won't move in with before she buys herself a car and the usual closed minded crap. Last night while cleaning my mac for space I found out all our conversations, and send her some screenshots 'cause it felt like that was an another life when she genuinely loved me. I deleted them after. And you know what I got last night after I pour my soul to her? "YOU TIRE ME"! Talk about shitty personality...

/r/ExNoContact Thread