Yeah. That's probably right on the head. I mean if you wanna take the plunge and risk it for the shot at a really fun time then you should but, I'm just not like that so lol.
I begged and was all pushy begging my SO (the only non family person I really consider myself super duper close to) to write her old teacher and get in contact with him because she always loved this dude and looked up to him. He was a big influence on her and her life. After months of reminding and asking she did it...and he's ghosted her so far. This all just makes me wanna curl up and die cause it's totally my fault, she wouldn't have done it and gotten hurt if I wasn't so insistent about her writing him. I feel like shit and now she's super fucking sad and it sucks.