I notice that I ghost whenever I lose confidence or feel exhausted. I think it’s inevitable for me to lose confidence, so I’m thinking about why I ghost when I lose confidence… I think it’s to spare me the embarrassment.

I feel like I’m not mature for my age because of how sheltered I am and how stupid I am, so I don’t vibe that well with my peers, people younger than me are more mature than me, and overall I just feel like a disappointment.

It’s easier for people to get mad at me for something as abstract as ghosting than for something as concrete as saying or doing something insensitive.

Sharing my feelings with family or friends has either gotten me into trouble or they take advantage of my gullibility lol.