I was going to attempt today.

Hi. That is a terrible feeling. I am so glad you are watching the feedback the world gives you. You seeeee? That path isn’t for you because the world around you is resisting it.

You might consider medical help. I made a kind of lame attempt, even though I had he knowledge to make a good attempt. I then spent 10 days in a medical facility. I have no idea how it did any good, but it did. It’s a mystery.

So what happened after? God, so much. So many good times. So much joy. So much pain. So much interesting stuff. I wouldn’t have been able to imagine the journey that came after.

It I’ll get depressed and have those thoughts. But, life is just such a blessing now. If I had been successful in my lame attempt, I wouldn’t have seen it all. And, I wouldn’t have touched the lives of those I have touched since then. I really impacted their lives, one in particular. What if I hadn’t been there?!?

That would have been wrong. Wrong morally and objectively. It wasn’t the way it was supposed to go, and it’s not your path either, I bet. Why not stick around and see where the story goes?

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