Hello! My name is Hailie, I have a binge eating disorder and I currently discharged myself from Walden Behavioral care because I simply felt as I didn’t belong there I was the only binge eating in my whole class everyone had ANA.. and I seen I made people uncomfortable my presence made em uncomfy..

I feel you even tho I struggle with bulimia too. I would never admit it in rl because im obese. It never got me to a healthy weight because my binges are enormous. Food is like crack to me. I feel out of place in the bulimia community sooo thats why im here. My therapist advised me to keep bad foods in the house but I just could not control myself. She made me confess to my doctor about the throwing up. The doc did not take me seriously probably because im overweight and my bloodwork was fine. I had been throwing up almost daily for 2 years at that point. My teeth are hurting and I have acid reflux after every meal. It’s hard out here for overweight people with ED’s. So I decided to lie to my new therapist that I dont compensate. I feel more taken seriously now. If I binge less I probably will throw up less. Sorry I just had to type it all out to get it off my chest.

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