How do I deal with my flesh-prison in a way that will bring me comfort, happiness and acceptance?

Hey, dude, there's no need to be sorry. If anything I'm the one who's sorry about your loss I can't imagine how hard it must have been.

Thank you very much for your kind message and for taking the time to write out all that, I appreciate it immensely. Don't worry, I don't shy away that much from talking about it if there is an opportunity, it's just that I currently feel stuck because I'm not sure how people like me are supposed to transition as usually I feel like it’s going to a gender therapist > getting diagnosed > going on hormone therapy etc. and in my case there’s a big “?????? I can’t do that what now” going on in my brain. But I'm not thinking about ending my life and I'm really sorry if it came out this way. It gives me comfort to know how insignificant my issues might be due to how small we are and just literally on a floating rock in the middle of space, so, I just want to find a solution to live a better life on said floating rock. But thanks, I guess I never really thought of coming out as brave or anything of the sort, more of a like "why even bother, it's nobody's business" kind of thing, so it was really nice to hear that. Thanks again for your comment and for being brave too by talking about your experience. All the best to you, kind soul! :)

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