I appreciate it and yes, as the other redditor said, stay strong.

The past is the past and you can't change it.

I also suffer from anxiety and brought kids into this world. I regret it. I wish I hadn't had kids with my ex wife because the divorce has put my anxiety at an all time high. Sometimes it's unbearable.

My anxiety is arguably why my marriage ended and now I have 50/50 custody of our children.

It's not what I wanted and the anxiety of this being my reality had me going crazy for years.

But I'm powering forward even though I don't want to live sometimes. But we just have to keep going because our lives are for our children. We made the decision and we have to live with it. Keyword LIVE.

There's no other option.