You've made me cry. I'm sending you love. Thank you. My partner and I live with my family in the bottom room. It is a loving home. I love everyone here. But they all work for corporate, dont care about animal rights recycling composting gardening. that hiking is awesome. Just stuff I like. My best friend I love her shes a big drinker and a stripper. I do not judge her. I am surrounded by beautiful people but aren't like me. I dont have much money to go back to the farm, I could try and see if I could sell produce again. Very touch and go with covid. I am truly trying my best. My room is filled with plants. But... I dont know. Can I just say, thanks for giving a shit. When I've opened up to others about it they think I'm some dirty hippie fighting peace. No... I dont know what I am. I just like nature and living away in the farm. I dont hate you or society. I just want to live the life I want...