Lately has been. Hard with my mom. I miss the days when. I was younger. Work was good for her to get away from dad. I don’t think she feels well deep down. They have a farm mentality and won’t stop drinking whole Milk, and a lot other crap that just makes chronic inflammation, I don’t know anything she treats me like I’m still 6 years old and don’t know how to cross the street! (Side note: true story in England!!!!!) I am her only child tho, so I get it. But damn!

avoided her a lot this year. Not to be melodramatic, either. My kids were being little sh1ts yesterday too so I should be spending time with them too. I listened to a ted talk that they act out and don’t listen. When want attention. So maybe, I’ll take them all bowling. I’m about near over the “hunting” thing but the stupid rut is about to come. Ugh just want to get it over with. (I sat 22 times last year, and so far, 10 this year. I deserve good karma ha).