Like 60% of his pay goes to child support (he left his wife for me two years ago and has two kids). And he claims that he never loved her and only fucked her once when he was fucked up. Which I claim total bullshit, bc at the start of the relationship when I asked him who his first love was he said her name. I’m so furious and he refuses to apologize or even recognize he did anything wrong. My judgement says kick him out, but he has no where to go and I’m not the kind of person to cause homelessness. Ugh plus he thinks that everything in this house is his which is ridiculous. I’m honestly scared he’s going to do something crazy, but at this point I just don’t care what happens. I just want this to be over. I want to be happy, with or without him.