My actions have consequences? What? Did i rape someone? Murder someone? NO.

I made a mistake one night with a cousin i was attracted to (who's arguably attractive for her age) and not ONLY THAT but she certainly didn't not push the incident. (put herself on top of me and rode me then tried to 69 with me). How is THAT my fault?

I shouldn't be exiled from my family because of something mutual. That's not right. I'm not forcing anything. (well i guess i'm trying to) but it's generally a bad thing to have no family that cares about you and no one who wants to help you out. What if i ever got in financial trouble? Medical trouble? Homeless? Incarcerated? They won't know, or help me. Knowing them could help me. But it's not just about that, they're my family. You seem to talk about this like it's not big deal. Tell me, do you have family that has never talked to you for a stupid reason?( yes, mutual sex is a stupid reason. you def heard me.)