I'm saying, if my wife spent three hours with a counselor and his advice is to divorce me, then there's obviously someone wrong in our marriage. We've been together 22 yrs, I understand and accept that I'm not perfect, but I'm not a bad person. At 45, I know that I'm man she pictures herself being with. I accept that I've made mistakes and haven't always done the right things to better our life's together. I know that let her down.
I love her. Seven years ago I accepted a great job offer and moved our family to Vegas. Six months after we moved here, I was in accident and broke two bones in my neck. I was lucky to not be paralyzed. The doctors fused my back together, a day later I had a heart attack. Unfortunately, I lost my job, because I couldn't work for 6 months. Then I fell into a major depression. I love my wife I understand that these hardships were difficult for her and I didn't handle the situation like I should have. I know I'm to blame for her contemptuous feelings. I've apologized to a million times. I know I let her down and I know she won't forgive me, for putting her through hell.
I don't know how she can say she loves me, when she has 3 hours of counseling and the feedback she gets from the counselor is to divide me. I don't understand where the disconnect is, but I can't be that bad and still be in a healthy relationship with my wife.