You do want to fight. It's worth every second of the fight. I promise you. Death will only make everything worth. Think of the sadness your friends and family will feel. Its a long process beating depression but once you get there you will realize that it was worth every second of the fight. You'll feel so much happiness knowing you overcame what you thought you couldn't. Deep down in everyone is a fighter and so are you! It may not seem like it now but your days will get better. Little by little everyday try and think positive thoughts. Focus on what makes you not think about the bad and bring out that happy person thats trapped inside of you. Break free from this depression and let the inner you out! You can do anything you set your mind on and more.