Quarantine has been devastating to my life, I'm facing financial hardship (I'll be okay, but I've learned how precarious my financial situation is/was), loneliness (sex with strangers is leaving me even more lonely, ironically) and plain boredom. But, being able to lift has been a godsend, I'm dieting like a maniac (and bukakkeing myself with 1.4g of gear atm) and am gonna walk out of this looking amazing.

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One thing about this that I'm legit happy about is that I have weaned myself off of preworkout stims. I'll drink a cup of coffee about 20 minutes before I lift now, but no more 300mg of caffeine/beta-alanine/whatever the fuck in a sour tasting, expensive powder. It's not that I think it was bad for me, I just hated that I felt dependent on it, like I couldn't perform at all without it.