Slowly accepting that if I wouldn't even date myself, why would I expect anyone else to want to date me?

If you can't bring yourself to do a thing, or if you force yourself to do it and it's awful and you're uncomfortable and you aren't able to connect with people during that experience, that's shitty and frankly I don't have any advice for you, other than work on identifying an effective treatment for your depression.

I know what the treatment is. Have a friends and family. But I can't have that because I can't make friends because of the depression. And we've come full circle.

I'm sorry, I would love to help more, but I don't know how to.

Plenty of psychiatrists and therapists have been completely unable to help after giving them months of time so don't feel bad. I didn't come here to seek help. I came here because I wanted to talk to people. Since I have no interests or hobbies or anything the only substance of my entire being is that I am depressed. So the only thing I can talk to people about is how depressed I am. This is as close as I can come to having a real conversation with someone.

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