I have TERRIBLE Fecal breath & Fecal body Odor HELP!!

After I caught them that year we moved to another apartment complex 10 min away. We bombed & Vacuumed the place a few times b4 and on that morning b4 we moved...and bombed again as soon as all of our belonging were moved into out new APT. We didn't bring my old bed or mattress or beddings etc with us ..all of my clothes were washed in boiling hot water and dryed in extreme HOT HEAT and bagged into brand new bags with me wearing plastic gloves..Trust me we did everything to try not to re-infect me...my mom and sis never complained that that feel anything cuz I refused to sit on the toilets & would spray bleach ontop of the seat regardless and wipe hard all over and would sit on 1 particular chair I was too cautious on tryin not to pass them to them. Ive bombed our new place and vacuumed here 10 times that same yr we moved in while using that ointment the doc prescribed and I even used veg oil that same yr that I seen soo much black bugs with whiskers come out of my pores, skin and hair. Even found bugs on my pillow at opur brand new APT I even used tea tea oil and neem oil and that crap gave me skin discoloration, its bad enough the bugs left black marks all on my back arms, neck, chest that are still on me til this day and then this discoloration comes and destroys my whole skin including face all cuz I Googled how to remove them. PPL online said it worked for them but it didn't for me smmfh. Just face it these docs aren't takin me serious I even went to the BEST Dermotologist in USA ( so they say) and he made me feel so stupid and small just guessing ish, Not knowing wth he was talin about. He said I NEVER had no bugs on me..even my mom could tell him THATS A LIE cuz she saw them THE NEXT MONTH jumping out of my hair into my vanilla ice cream....Theres no hope for me AT ALL I get it I freakin get it smmfh But thanx again for ur concern & advice.....:/

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