One new year's eve years ago we had a party at my house. So I had been drinking and just having a good time. Someone pulled out some edibles and someone was like "now the party is about to start". But I didn't feel anything and at that point I was so annoyed that I didn't it ruined my buzz. So I went back to drinking when a small group decides to go to another friend house and play some games.

Now I can't say for sure what happened in the time they left until the time they came back. I vaguely remember sitting on the floor in a corner in my dining room. With a bottle of vodka drinking straight from the bottle. But it ended with the group that left coming back (my brother was in this group). Having to find me sitting outside topless on the front steps rocking back and forth. Like I remember the reason why I was drinking the vodka. But I can't remember why I was outside breast to the wind. My brother's friend gave me his shirt so that was nice.