I can see why she doesn't want you. yikes on fucking bikes my dude why not just break up and let her get with a man who respects her? you've cheated literally every chance you got and you're surprised the bedrooms dead? besties (of all gender and orientation) your partner picks up on it. even if u flirt with a complete stranger across the country and never say a word, your partner can tell by the end of ur first convo back with them. you've been cheating since August at the minimum (acting single in public especially directed at potential hookups=cheating) and you're wondering why she won't "allow you intamcy" my dude she just gave up on you lol.