What happened to me after I watched "I origins"..

THIS IS GONNA BE LONG, BUT IF YOU READ MANY THANKS! While writting this, im listening to : The Dø - Dust it off (Soundtrack I ORIGINS) Amazing song. Could't fit any better to the I Origins. Makes me cry every time I listen to it. Its the 4th day that it is passing when I first saw the movie. Yesterday night I saw it the second time. All four days I couldn't stop thinking about it. These 4 days were magical for me. I wasn't me.I was distracted as hell, out of this world. Was thinking about this movie every second, from the moment I woke up till the moment I was going to sleep. Don't know - if its the whole plot, or the acting of Astrid Bergès-Frisbey, the cinematography, the emotions, the magic inside the movie. I think that the director of this movie wanted us to feel what he was feeling during the production. Its truly a very, very rare diamond. The last time I was feeling the same is when I watched Detachment but this - oh boy...It is for sure the #1 movie for me. It HAS changed something in me that I still dont know and cannot put it in words. I am searching information about spiritual world, reincarnation the things I didn't really believe. Yesterday I saw this the second time - the moment I turned the movie on to stop me thinking about it so much the tears came out of my eyes so hard, that I couldnt stop crying during the whole movie. I just couldn't hold it. I did 4-5 pauses to let it all out, I couldn't see the screen properly. The scene in the lift, the scene when Ian meets Sofi in the train - I cannot express how that was emotional to me. The eye contacts, the way its told in pictures... I am sorry for this very long bost but whoever reads it I hope you got the same feeling as me and believe in me. Im going to do research on Astrid more, because I have a feeling, that I have met her before or that I know who she is he or that we wer'e connected in the past life. (My girlfriend is Astrid's look a like, a foreigner..I saw this when I was watching the movie for the first time. Coincidence?) Things with my girlfriend started being better. I am now calmed, more relaxed. Im rethinking what I was doing in the past life (1-2 years ago, now, yesterday, a month before, a week before) and changing it. It seems to me that things are getting better. As I have said, i started to look into buddhism more, to reincarnation, to spiritual world. I started to keep a contact with a person from youtube "TheYodaDrunken" who told me lots of things about buddhism, hinduism and the reincarnation. He stated, that if I truly believe in this, if i believe that the movie game me some sort of message, I should visit the temples or go to India and those sacred places, to ensure myself that this feeling is not faulty. I began to forget the things I need to do, i started being more distracted, absent about them.. Still I am thinking about the movie every second and it gives me the same feeling - joy, sadness and the third unknow feeling that I cannot describe. It is the fifth day after I watched the movie now.

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