Hi there. Forgive me for being blunt, but I don't think your breasts are the problem You've said yourself that you have a supportive boyfriend. 5'5 and 124 lbs is a great ratio. Might I ask who you think will be more accepting of you once you have bigger breasts? And why their opinions (if indeed they actually have that view) matter to you? Perhaps you work in an industry like modeling where this might be a concern. But since you didn't mention it, I'm guessing you don't. And in that case, the issue you're facing is not actually about breast size, but your own self image and investment in a stereotypically "sexy" appearance as a means of feeling worthy.

Case example: I used to be very thin. 5'7, size 0, 110 lbs I used to be so self conscious because people were always telling me to eat meat to thicken up or asking if I was anorexic. I wished I could gain weight. Wished for curves. Well then my mid twenties hit. Now I have no problem gaining weight. And guess what? I have the same amount of insecurity... because I haven't done the real work. A physical change does not equate a true change of perspective. If you are insecure in yourself, it can easily transfer to some other aspect (ie. "Do people judge me for having implants?")... so I think this is something to seriously consider, along with my gentle reminder that we are not meant to be magazine images. Real people are works of art, not an instant gratification image of sex appeal. Real beauty shines from within because we are personalities, not just appearances. And any way, I think 32a breasts are beautiful.

I am not here to tell you what to do. But I suggest looking deeper into your emotions in order to find a root emotional cause of your desire for implants, which is by its very nature a matter of insecurity. And since you're lucky enough to have such a supportive boyfriend, maybe you can discuss what helps you feel truly sexy in your own body. And also take time to discover it on your own, maybe say some positive affirmations each time you look in the mirror, try a burlesque class, or something. I'm sure your vixen is in there waiting to be released. :)