hen, they don't have you, you can start over, according to you, they will "benefit" (which is not true) just as much with you running away, and you still can live!
I don't think you understand. It doesn't matter where I go, what loved ones I find, or what people I know. I am poison....it's what I am. It's always been that way. I'm not saying it because of one experience that made me sad. I'm saying it because of a lifetime of experiences that have shown it's always true.
I have no interest in running away. Running away doesn't change anything. It jsut means I'll poison a new group of people somewhere else and repeat this whole story all over again.
But I can tell you right now, you are WAY more poison dead,
The literal entire point of my post is to say that that statement is not true in my case. If you don't believe me, fine, but i know my life better than you do, and I am extremely sure that most/all people will be better/happier or mostly unaffected when I die. You don't have to believe me, but that doesn't change anything.
and that's because it's been proven that when someone that they knows dies, it weakens their immune system, that's why couples die so close together.
That's not true. Now, yes, if someone extremely close to you died, like your wife or husband, the grieving process would be intense and you'd be so messed up that your body might get sick easier. But that's not the case with me. My death won't hurt most people because I'm not an integral part of anyone's life anymore, except immediate family. They won't even know I've died, and anyone who's hurt by it will heal pretty quickly, I think.
You will be HIV if you die. I'll take a thorn in my side (which is a lie you tell yourself) than HIV.
No, I'm more like anthrax or lead poisoning. Getting near me is toxic. Me ceasing to exist is the only way for me to not poison anyone else.
You owe it to them and you to live.
No, I don't owe it to anyone to live. I'm not obligated to live because it would make people sad if I died.
If you need to die. You don't need to do it yourself.
Well, if the universe wants to kill me off instead, that's fine too, but since it hasn't done that yet, I'm inclined to give it a go myself at some point.