I can't even do winged eyeliner right. It sucks! I have tried doing YouTube tutorials and can never do it correctly. I have been wearing make-up since I was a kid and I am 36 years old. Then, you watch those tutorials and you see some 8 year old doing makeup to their selves, like a pro. I can't even figure out which foundation matches my skin tone properly, especially when most of them are in packs that are sealed up with a picture of the color and when you open it, it's never the color. I've went to different stores where they put makeup on you and my neighbor would have "makeup parties" and every one of them has given me a different opinion on what color I should use. I once walked out looking like a damn, oompa loompa or something from the Donald Trump line. Then, there's this person. Amazing work! I try to do winged eyeliner and mess up so badly, multiple times, that I either have to start over and remove all of my makeup because the eyeliner has now smudged so badly I end up looking like I went out on a bender the night before and fell asleep without removing my makeup OR I just give up after spending half an hour trying to match one eye to the other eye. Then, I get eyeliner on my hand or something and when I look in the mirror, I have black streaks and smudges on my nose, cheek, forehead, and/or my clothes and now have to change into something else. And screw allergy season and sinus issues! If, by some miracle everything is applied well, my eyes start burning and watering. Within ten minutes I have to wipe around my eyes because the tears are now running down my face leaving black streaks. I've even tried water-proof and even that was problematic. Either it still runs OR I have to scrub my eyes to get the makeup off and my face gets all red and gross. I can't even wear contacts because my eyes water so badly that the eyeliner can't be applied or, again, the eyeliner starts running. Most of the people who do the YouTube tutorials are also already beautiful and don't even need to wear any. That's not me saying that they shouldn't wear any. They can totally wear whatever they want and it's no one's business! I'm just saying that I DO need to wear makeup. I need all the help I can get! They are just always so beautiful and they do makeup so easily. It's kind of like the, r/restofthefuckingowl. They do it so effortlessly and tell you to do 'this' and then do it. But guess what...I CAN'T FUCKING DO IT.

I needed to vent, sorry. This person is amazing and I would LOVE to have half the talent this person, and others like her, have. This is so amazing! To this person, if you happen to see this, I admire your abilities. I do not underestimate what you do. You are an artist! Please never let anyone tell you different!!!