I think I have anxious attachment style, I told him things before which makes me feel loved in a relationship but I think for him, he doesn't take it seriously or just see them as a chore whicb I completely understand if it comes off as overbearing for him. At this point, I don't want to bother him anymore since I feel like shit everytime I express my sentiments to him. He says he cares but his actions are opposite. And kept on saying he's just carrying the relationship and I'm always the one who's ready to leave. But I responded that if I don't feel heard I don't want to force myself to him. If he can't understand me, that's fine. Instead of me being stressed with "petty" things that are nonsense for him and I don't want to be toxic.