I'm currently in a hotel, because while I was in the hospital for a few days, the cabin's pipes froze and burst. They were in the ceiling over my office. 5 gallons a minute showered down for at least a day.

The demolition guys packed up most of my stuff (what wasn't ruined) into a shipping container. They called today and found black mold everywhere under the drywall, more mouse feces and bodies ("one of the dead mice was covered with mold" he said, and I nearly puked). They might condemn the place for all I know; it's only worth $90K.

So... I don't know why I'm telling you this, but I don't know anyone within 500 miles of here except my now-stalker mother and I don't have anyone to talk to. My cat and I are in this hotel room for another two weeks before my renter's insurance coverage runs out. I already talked to the humane society about giving up my cat... because I don't know what's going to happen or where I can go. I know for sure that I am never going to see or speak to my mother again. Fuck everything