I'm a chick and I do my best to avoid children, I'm not so concerned about being viewed as a pedophile, it's just my general appearance and aberrant social behavior marks me obviously as someone who is unhinged, I'm that bitch people stare at and whisper awkwardly about because i talk to myself in public, due to the STIGMA of mental illness, no one wants their children around me. I could be projecting my own feelings of wanting to kidnap a baby and raise it as my own bc I am incapable of reproducing sexually due to being STERILIZED by Big Pharma! I was pregnant once and I felt so complete and whole as a person, but either it was a hysterical pregnancy bc my psychiatrist claimed my pregnancy test was negative, OR I was too early along to come up positive. Yes, I wouldn't have been more than three or four weeks when I "lost" it. Her. A little me, literally flushed down the toilet. And what does my selfish prick ex ask me? If I want to fuck? After miscarrying our child? Wtf? Like I understand a little bit why some bitches go Lorena Bobbit, or dare I say Aileen Wournos on a motherfucker. Lol Idk tho. :/